More thoughts...
So, I wanted to write myself out a game plan. I wanted this to be written down so that I can accomplish what I want in life starting now. Okay-
1.) I want to make the conscience effort to put the past in the past. I want to put the errors and mistakes that I have made away from my thoughts so that it doesn't tangle with my view of what I can accomplish- I don't want thoughts of old actions to represent who I am. I am learning every day and I need to throw fear off a cliff as I know I am capable of continuing to do whatever it is I want: let nothing stand in the way.
2.) Go to Coffee Hour. Dreaded in the past, but now it will be a source of friendship and connections with my Church Family. I used to be afraid that I wouldn't know how to end the converstion or I would have to pretend that I was interested-- but because I love these people, I will remember that what they have to say is very valuable and lets me understand them more.
3.) I will get rid of Mr. Italian GQ before he starts talking about paperwork again (yikes.. testing results in such-- oh yeah! He's blunt, let me tell you...) we have very different agendas and his are not pure-- oh, so far from it. He would be a teacher in a worldly way, but I don't need that training- I have a husband in my future (no matter how far in the future) who will be that for me.
4.) I want to finish reading Luke.
5.) I want to pour myself into improving at work- Esthetics work and building relationships at work.
6.) Make a conscience effort to pay attention to others feelings- I can be oblivious and step over people's toes and I need to not do that anymore- I want to be someone that keeps strong myself and be assertive, but ALSO realize how other people work and how they feel/ react to what I say and do.
7.) Keep the faith that God is in control 100%. He is real and ALIVE and I need to realize that the useless effort that I am putting out is a waste as it is ALL in His hands. All of it. Thank you.
1.) I want to make the conscience effort to put the past in the past. I want to put the errors and mistakes that I have made away from my thoughts so that it doesn't tangle with my view of what I can accomplish- I don't want thoughts of old actions to represent who I am. I am learning every day and I need to throw fear off a cliff as I know I am capable of continuing to do whatever it is I want: let nothing stand in the way.
2.) Go to Coffee Hour. Dreaded in the past, but now it will be a source of friendship and connections with my Church Family. I used to be afraid that I wouldn't know how to end the converstion or I would have to pretend that I was interested-- but because I love these people, I will remember that what they have to say is very valuable and lets me understand them more.
3.) I will get rid of Mr. Italian GQ before he starts talking about paperwork again (yikes.. testing results in such-- oh yeah! He's blunt, let me tell you...) we have very different agendas and his are not pure-- oh, so far from it. He would be a teacher in a worldly way, but I don't need that training- I have a husband in my future (no matter how far in the future) who will be that for me.
4.) I want to finish reading Luke.
5.) I want to pour myself into improving at work- Esthetics work and building relationships at work.
6.) Make a conscience effort to pay attention to others feelings- I can be oblivious and step over people's toes and I need to not do that anymore- I want to be someone that keeps strong myself and be assertive, but ALSO realize how other people work and how they feel/ react to what I say and do.
7.) Keep the faith that God is in control 100%. He is real and ALIVE and I need to realize that the useless effort that I am putting out is a waste as it is ALL in His hands. All of it. Thank you.
posted by Laura Alden at Saturday, January 29, 2005
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